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Coming out of the water wearing Sable Water Optics 101 MTR. Awesome!I raced in the sprint distance at the 2010 Shawnigan Lake Triathlon this weekend. I enjoyed attending this local race because there were so many familiar faces. It seems like the a good chunk of Victoria’s triathlon community was out at this race. This was my first time competing on this course, so I wasn’t sure what to expect. The race location was gorgeous though!

Tyler picked me up at 5:20am the morning of the race, while Laura silently cursed being woken up at such an ungodly hour (this latter information may or may not be true). While I loaded tri stuff into his car, my dog spied a deer, escaped out the open door, and disappeared, which can be somewhat frustrating whether you are due on an excursion to the local poker club, or you’re avidly waiting to ascend the stairs to bed at night. Thankfully, I was awake enough to deal with the wayward creature.. I managed to lure the rambunctious canine back a few minutes later using the left-overs of my (likely too large) breakfast and Tyler and I headed out on time.

I felt calm before the race. It was a chilly, overcast day on the island, spitting rain. I came prepared with many layers (and coffee) and managed to stay fairly warm until race start. The water was frigid so my extremities quickly went numb on the warm-up swim. When the race started, I went out fairly strong in an attempt to draft off of some of the faster swimmers. I felt that my sighting was fairly good (improved from a few weeks back), so I didn’t lose anyone’s feet or get off course and swim extra distance. The fast swimmers in my group (many from the NTC Development Squad) confirmed that I need to put some more work into my swim technique. I was eleventh out of the water.

Transitions were a challenge for me. I struggled to pull off my likely-too small wetsuit, despite applying vast amounts of water-proof lubricant to my legs and arms before the race. The cold hands didn’t help, of course, but that’s something each racer dealt with. I had no trouble with my helmet this time, so I count that improvement.

The bike course was fairly busy since the half iron and Olympic racers were already on the course. I made sure to give people a wide berth as I passed them, as this was a non-draft legal race. Moreover, the road wasn’t closed to traffic and there were a couple of impatient (dangerous) drivers who were making risky decisions. Thankfully, no accidents occurred. I took in a gel and some fluid on the bike, but mostly focused on riding. The roads were wet and bumpy in spots, so mindfulness was critical. I worked fairly hard on the bike while still trying to save a bit of energy for the run. I passed a few of the people who came out of the water before me, but my 4th fastest bike split wasn’t epic. One lesson I take away from this race is to push far harder throughout each leg of sprint races. I am disappointed to say that I felt like I had energy to spare when I finished this race.

My second transition was horrid. I had a couple people pass me in transition. Cold hands from the bike combined with some poorly placed body glide (on the tongue of my shoe) made it very difficult for me to get my shoes on. I certainly should have thought through the bodyglide, especially since I broke the cardinal rule of not trying ANYTHING new on race day. I paid for that mistake. I saw other racers, including some former NTC athletes, using gloves and arm warmers for the bike. I think that, given the temperature, that was a really wise move, even though it added some seconds to their T1.

I started the run feeling like someone had swapped the insoles of my shoes around. I couldn’t feel my feet and felt really weird running. Perhaps I need to practice running with numb feet (dip them in the ocean for 10 min and then go for a run). I’m amazed how much my form relies on the physical feedback I get from the ground, rather than from my hips. Proper cadence helps me get into better form (thanks coach!), but I still found that my footstrike was off for most of this run. I had sore heels later in the day, which is a sign that I was not running properly.

The run went by really fast but I certainly didn’t go out at race pace. I sat back too much. I felt like I was racing on the swim and working on the bike, but on the run I was flat and went at a pace far below what I’m capable of. I think this was all mental. I’ve put the training in and I’m capable of more. While I wasn’t worked up about this race, it was nevertheless a race and I should have treated it as such.

I’m happy to report that many of my teammates who raced at Shawnigan earned times and results that they are proud of. In particular, Adam O’Meara earned third place overall in the half iron distance and set down a course record on the 21km run. Well done.

Anyway, I have lots of room to improve and some clear take-aways from this event. Of course, I really enjoyed being out competing this weekend. I look forward to doing this race next year. Up next: Wasa Lake.

Full results for the Sprint distance race at 2010 Subaru Shawnigan Lake International Triathlon can be found here.

(I’ve writen this on my phone pretty much immediately after the race, so I don’t know any times yet.)

The waves were even bigger today than earlier this week. I woke up and I could hear that they were huge.

The race officials cancelled the swim and replaced it with a 3km run, so the race became a surprise duathlon!

A long way to come for a duathlon, but I felt ready to race this morning. Frankly, I was glad that we were not swimming in the ocean today. Even I can identify that the waves were dangerous, and I’m sometimes rather nonchalant about danger (according to Laura).

I had a leisurely morning, just following my pre-race plan. Up at 6:30, light run, eat!, prep for race, relax. By 9:00 I headed over to transition with the NTC guys. Setup transition, got marked. Everything was going smoothly and I was feeling relaxed. Spent some time with Jeff and A-Mac in a cool hotel lobby until minutes before the race. Triathlon Canada was very organized and had tonnes of iced towels and iced sponges for when we headed to the start line.

I am not sure of precise numbers, but there were about 60 elite men. When the horn sounded, we were off for a quick 3km, half uphill and half downhill. I was towards the back of the run pack, but given the distance there wasn’t too much of a gap between the front and pack. Tactically, I think I should have pushed a little harder on the run but I didn’t want to expend too much energy before the bike. I think this effort cost me getting out with the front pack.

I had a somewhat sloppy transition, struggling to get my helmet on, but I was soon off to the bike course. I missed the lead pack, which was quiet large—maybe 25 or 30 people.

I felt really strong on the bike but I allowed myself to find a few packs of people to draft with in an effort to conserve energy. I was taking in water and sports drink according to plan—just sipping on a regular basis. I was able to move ahead on the bike, bridging up from one chase group to another. I intended to really let loose on the downhill and anticiapted catching the lead pack early on the second lap. I felt good in the heat. More than anything, I felt in my element as I realized that I was able to run and bike with all these amazing athletes. I can race at this level. I am in the right place.

Then, about 13km in, it happened. I hit a bump and my seat position changed radically. I thought both my seat post and seat were somehow loose, even though I was very careful tightening the seat post (not too much, not too little). I hadn’t tightened my saddle since the plane ride, but I thought it should have been fine, since I hadn’t loosened it for the trip.

Thinking I had to tighten my seat post, I stopped at a tire exchange to see if they had an allen key. Later, I stopped to talk to a Triathlon Canada official to find out what my options were. I was determined to finish the race, despite losing time to find out if/how to fix my bike. I didn’t travel here to DNF.

As I rode longer the problem got worse. I could feel that my carbon seat post had actually snapped and was about to snap off completely. I stopped and assessed the damage and the seat came off completely. I felt crestfallen and frustrated. Immediatly I thought that I must have overtightened the post clamp and thereby caused the problem (minutes ago, I thought I undertightened it).

So, I was faced with the choice of DNFing or riding without a seat for a the entire second lap with an added obstacle of carbon splinters poking out from the broken post. I felt that riding without the post would be dangerous, so opted to DNF and my heart sank as I rode back to transition. I continue to question this decision.

I was prepared to suffer almost anything before DNFing. Bad swims, last place bike splits, +40min runs in the heat.

Anyway, I learned a great deal from this experience and I felt strong while racing. I feel that I was in place amoung athletes at this level, which is extremely encouraging. And, in spite of my bike breaking down, I was having a super strong ride on my 63cm, aluminium bike. Like other races, I found that fast bikes don’t necessarily mean that the rider is faster than me. It is all about training. That said, fast rider + fast bike = watch out!

So, lots happened at this race. I feel that I dealt with issues and changes as they came and kept a fairly cool head. I want to revisit my decision to DNF, but when I do I still think it was correct. Correct, but hard—especially for someone who can be a little stubborn (like me).

In a later post I’ll add some learning about this race and advice for people considering racing Ixtapa next year.

Thanks for listening.

I just got these Sole Men’s Flips as part of a box of awesome goodies (much needed socks, as well as apparel and footbeds) from Sole. I’ve worn Sole’s sandals since last summer and I’ve been very happy with them. In fact, I used to hate thong-style sandals (flip flops) and I swore that I’d never wear them. Sole’s Sport’s Flips changed my mind. They rock.

First off, they come my size (men’s 13), which is uncommon. Next, they actually grip and hold my foot (they aren’t sloppy), so they are comfortable to walk in. I often wear them when recovering after runs. Plus, they look good. If you’re looking for a quality pair of sandals, be sure to try on a pair of Sole’s.

I could go on, but suffice it to say that Sole makes great products and they are an awesome sponsor. I am fortunate to have their support (pun intended).

These same sandals were reviewed by The New York Times last year (link here) and deemed “the most supportive sandal in the test.”

Oh yeah . . . Here’s a little random joy for you. I just started listening to of Montreal again. Why did I ever stop? If you can ever catch them live, do so. They are a wild bunch and they put on a great show.
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Also, here’s a video from Sled Island 2008, where I saw José González. I remember the utter magic of experiencing this song mere feet from stage. I was beside one of my best friends and felt so lifted. Even this video recalls those emotions. Enjoy.
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Today, I ran in the Royal Victoria Half Marathon. The course is gorgeous (mostly along the ocean) and the event is extremely well run—from package pickup to clothing dropoff to timing chip return, this is a stellar race. The race is also motivating because there are so many spectators; Victoria knows how to host a race. I encourage you to consider running this race in 2010!

My goal for this half marathon was to run it in under 1:20. If you’ve been tracking me on dailymile.com or Garmin Connect then you know that I’ve not been too diligent training lately. I’m letting myself rest, relax, and find a life rhythm here in Victoria. I will renew my focus on training again in the next couple months, ramping up in November and then getting focused in January 2010.

Today, I placed 34th overall (which includes the elite runners). 1639 people in total participated in the 1/2 marathon. Next year, I hope to run a <1:17. Also, I placed 9th in my agegroup (men 25-29). Results are here.

I did a few things different at this race. I fueled on a light breakfast at the advice of Amy Golumbia, a world class mountain runner & nutritionist. I don’t think skipping a heavy breakfast hurt me at all.

Because Laura joined me for this race (she ran the 8km. Way to go!), I got out of the house a little later than anticipated; my warmup before the race had to be cut short. After dropping my clothes at the change tent, I made my way to the starting chute, right near the front.

I was feeling pretty strong over the first 5-6km and then settled into things until around the 13km mark. I passed a number of people in the first 13km. I started feeling fairly heavy around 13-14km and got passed by someone. I decided that I’d try to have a Hammer Gel to get some calories in me. At the next aid station, I grabbed a Gatorade instead of a water, which was a risk. I’ve read never to mix gels and energy drinks, so, until today, I never had. My risk turned into a mistake (an unnecessary one). Although I was struggling before, I suddenly became extremely and painfully bloated. It seemed that all my energy was just sucked right from me. My pace dropped significantly and I was passed by three people that I’d been holding off.

Things got worse, so I decided to slow down to walk a little bit (for about 20-30 seconds) on km17. I was listening to some pro athletes commentate on the Ironman yesterday, and one of them was saying that sometimes stopping briefly can help you regroup and get back in the athletic groove. Essentially, I realized that top level athletes let themselves stop and this freed me to do the same.

I’m very glad I did. I managed to regroup and come back with a pace that I hadn’t had since ~km15. I managed to catch a few of the people who passed me when I started walking.

The last 1600m of the race was excruciating for me. I had hoped to give a final and full push in the last mile, but all I could do was hold it together. With less than 200m to the finish line, I had someone sprint past me. I worked to stay with them, but my body didn’t seem to have the go that I needed.

I think more mental commitment might have allowed me to hold the sprinter off, but I was hurting pretty bad in this race, so I feel okay about my time.

I wore my Garmin today so I could track my heart rate. Check out the map of the race, my km splits, and heartrate HERE.

Also, I want to thank SOLE for providing me with custom moldable footbeds and performance socks. They worked perfectly and allowed me to focus on my race, rather than worrying about the comfort of my feet.

Well, it has been awhile sine I last posted here.
Looks like I’ve blow goal #10 (blog twice/month). I’ve been active on other social media site though—especially dailymile. If you are triathlete or runner, I highly recommend this very useful and motivating site. I also recommend this site if you have any interest in niche social networking or functional web design.

First, let me update you about my goals so far. I am crafting a few other blog posts to give more details about my life and future, but I thought I should start with a catch-all post.

1. Publish poems in two different magazines or journals
I’ve made nearly no movement with most of my poetry goals in the last 3 months. I’ve had the chance to read some great poetry in the last while, however I’ve not been committed to writing or submitting my work anywhere. This is disappointing, especially since I continue to have a genuine passion and love for writing.

2. Pay off all debt (other than student loans)
Things were looking good on the debt front until recently. Laura and I thought we had a buyer for a condo we own, however the individual fell through and now we aren’t sure if we’ll be able to sell this summer or fall. If so, then the debt will be taken care of. If not, we’ll wait to sell next spring, carry debt for another few months and go from there.

3. Get accepted to graduate schools with scholarships
This goal is completed! I was accepted at a number of different institutions, however the choice for best school for Laura and I came down to two main contenders: University of Victoria and Dalhousie (located in Halifax). I look forward to outlining why I chose UVic in a later post.

4. Write ten new poems and one new long poem
See comment on goal #1.

5. Finish “High Margins” (download here (without music) or here (with music) and submit the poem to a publication
See comment on goal #1.

6. Get physiotherapy and complete healing in my right arm
My arm feels largely healed, however my swim times are not nearly as good as last year, so I’m wondering if I’ve lost some power in my right arm. More investigation is needed.

7. Run +25km (see how I’m doing by checking out my running sidebar plugin)
The furthest I’ve run so far is 14km… A distance I certainly have to increase in preparation for the Subaru Sooke International Triathlon that I’ve signed up for. This race takes place on Sept. 13th and will work well with the move to our basement suite apartment, which is located 2 blocks from the University of Victoria.

8. Read five new book before August
This goal is complete! I have read Herman Hesse’s Journey to the East, Kurt Vonnegut’s Cat’s Cradle, Robert Priest’s Reading the Bible Backwards, Philip K. Dick’s Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, and The Watchmen by Alan Moore, Dave Gibbons, and John Higgins. By next week I’ll have completed Coming Through Slaughter by Michael Ondaatje. So, I’ve got 3 goals completed so far.

9. Complete a manuscript of poetry
See comment on goal #1. Achieving this goal is rather ambitious..

10. Blog twice a month
This goal cannot be achieved now. Boo.

11. New theme for my blog
Complete.

12. Achieve a first place finish for my age group in an Olympic distance (or longer) triathlon
I’m making some positive progress on this front, so stay tuned for details.

13. Compete in 5 triathlons
I’ve registered for 8 triathlons now, so even if something terrible happens and I miss one or two, I’m still fine. I’ll speak to my results of the 2 races I’ve completed so far in another post. For now, here’s the races I’ve left to do:

So, my progress isn’t stellar, but I’ve got a few important goals out of the way (namely, grad school!). I have 3/13 goals completed and 1 goal blown.

photo courtesy of judyofthewoods on flickr

To keep me on track with my goals, I wanted give you a progress report.

1. Publish poems in two different magazines or journals
I’ve got some time off work until March 9 and I intend to spend it doing some creative writing, which should help me progress towards this goal.

2. Pay off all debt (other than student loans)
No comment.

3. Get accepted to graduate schools with scholarships
I am starting to hear back from graduate schools, which is pretty exciting! Achieving goal #3 seems only a matter of time. I’ll do a full post on which school I choose to go to once I’ve made that decision.

4. Write ten new poems and one new long poem
See comment on goal #1.

5. Finish “High Margins” (download here (without music) or here (with music) and submit the poem to a publication
See comment on goal #1.

6. Get physiotherapy and complete healing in my right arm
My arm is healing slowly and the professional who was working on it believes that it should just be a matter of time.

7. Run +25km (see how I’m doing by checking out my running sidebar plugin)
I think I haven’t even cracked 10km yet on treadmill, but who wants to run for any real distance on a track or treadmill?

8. Read five new book before August
The book club I’m in is taking care of this. So far I’ve read Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep and The Watchmen. I’m in the process of reading Journey to the East by Herman Hesse.

9. Complete a manuscript of poetry
See comment on goal #1. Achieving this goal will be a challenge.

10. Blog twice a month
As long as I post tomorrow, I’m in good shape so far!

11. New theme for my blog
Done!

12. Achieve a first place finish for my age group in an Olympic distance (or longer) triathlon
This will be a challenge for me, but my training is coming along. I’m planning a spin on my bike after this.

13. Compete in 5 triathlons
I’m looking good on this front, as I’ve already registered for the following five events this season!

Overall, I’m slowly working towards my goals. My creative writing needs more attention, so I should prioritize that over the next week.

(disconnected title) As you can see, I launched a new theme for my site. Although I’ll further develop this theme and get a few more functions out of it, I’m fairly happy overall the site.

Not only can I check off Goal #11 (new theme for my blog), but I’ve also added a few widgets that will help you keep track of my physical training commitment, as well as race (see the rainbow section of the sidebar). You can bug me about my lack of intensity and then send me encouragement at dailymile.com (a new training site with some useful features)! Pretty cool.

Also, I am on the radio again! Not Your Mother’s Poetry of CKXU is doing their second show on me (download the podcast of Part 1 here). I am extremely grateful to Blaine Greenwood for his encouragement of my creative work. The upcoming hour-long show will include some of my poems, interview clips, and selected music. The show airs on Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 9:00am MST. Listen to the show live here.

Random: Rhett noted that his work place firewall blocks my site and flags it as pornographic . . . I have no insight as to why. I blame his work . . . place.

bpnichol-the-alphabet-game-leif-baradoyThe Alphabet Game: A bp Nichol Reader (editted by Darren Wershler-Henry and Lori Emerson
Coach House Books, 334 pp)

bpNichol inducts his reader into the play and challenge of language, but where should a reader begin Nichol?

Although Nichol is best know for his concrete poetry, he produced an extraordinary amount of writing during his career—including scripts for Fraggle Rock. The Alphabet Game is a collection that offers readers who are new to Nichol an ideal first encounter. Those who are already familiar with Nichol will be attracted to the text because it includes excerpts from some more difficult to find publications.

Having not read Nichol at length, I approached the book with quiet cynicism, expecting that the humanity which draws me to art would suffer, as it sometimes does, under the impulse of literary experimentation. However, Nichol’s work is both beautiful and intellectual; the warmth in his words crowns his innovative endeavours.

The Alphabet Game displays Nichol’s stylistic diversity, offering excerpts from not only his groundbreaking concrete poetry but also from later works, including his unfinished lifelong poem The Martyrology. This collection gives the reader a perspective on nearly three decades of Nichol’s writerly development and experimentation. Editors Wershler-Henry and Emerson include both witty and serious selections from Nichol, displaying a breadth of emotions he is capable of evoking. The Alphabet Game foregrounds the envious power and challenge of strong writing.

In selections from Translating Translating Apollinaire, Nichol applies numerous creative permutations and arrangements of a single poem to place side-by-side multiple and untethered interpretations. With simple modifications to single words, Nichol imbues them with additional meaning in Still Water.

Inclusions from the nine books of The Martyrology are the highlight of this reader. The editors found the selection process from these books “particularly and excruciatingly difficult,” however they manage to present a consistent and strong poem. Although this process of selection essentially creates a poem unintended by Nichol (if that is possible), the assemblage ultimately prompts readers to seek out The Martyrology in its original form.

The Alphabet Game succeeds in showing Nichol’s lifelong concern with interrogating linguistic assumptions and habits, however it also seems to disclose much about the poet himself. A haunting question of Nichol’s writing concerns the disarming authenticity that permeates his work; to what extent does the writer avail himself to the reader? I do not yet have an answer to this question. The hallmark of good art, Nichol’s writing invites and withstands rereading and critical investigations.

The Alphabet Game is an excellent place to wade into Nichol. Those who do will likely be swept forward into one of the many publications included in this marvelous collection.

For those interested in hearing Nichol’s work, particularly his sound poetry, the Penn Sound offers mp3 recordings of his performances.

Other Reviews of The Alphabet Game:
The Edmonton Journal had a particularly well-written review.
The Torontoist has a strong, short review as well.
I also found an interview with Lori Emerson here.

Here’s what Mike says about bp:

His wit, along with the seriousness, was there to keep the language free and untethered, to keep the poem aware of its roots, like a tuxedo worn with bare feet in a muddy river … No other writer of our time and place was so diverse, attempted so much, and never lost sight of his intent. – Michael Ondaatje